rantings.

My Heart Will Go On.

2010-11-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

Far across the distance,
the spaces between us.
you have come to show you go on.
Near, Far, wherever you are,
i believe that the heart does go on.

waiting; patience i know. ((:

Back!

2010-11-11T19:25:00.002+08:00

this space here has been neglected for long huh.
shall be back to update!
so, what have i been doing throughout this hiatus?
hmmm, 4 months stint overseas in the UK, spent a month backpacking Europe, graduated from my degree (like finally) and yes, finally free from studies, literally.
it was an arduous journey i should say.

my life has been ever-changing. i wake up to 'yet-another-day'.
i need to find new directions in life.
i need a long term goal.
now, what should i do?

Would you be there?

2010-04-09T12:58:00.001+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

PS; it's no wonder they say songs and lyrics are always the best way of expressing yourself. (:

hmmmm.

2010-03-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

hello world,

i dont know what to type here actually.
i wonder; i ponder; and i literally zonked out.

no, dont say a word; just be there.

You'll be surprised.

2010-03-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

Thank You

2010-03-08T14:53:00.001+08:00

for being there. well, we had a good 3 years and i'm happy for you.
all the best.

Random;

2010-03-05T17:27:00.002+08:00

idling around on a friday afternoon, i decided to login to friendster to see see look look. and this was what i saw in my inbox.

to think people still use friendster now?

random? yes, very indeed.

4 weeks.

2010-02-16T23:38:00.001+08:00

:(( uoy ssim I

爱;

2010-01-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

只有简单笔画
却比想像复杂恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

我在等一个人在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

Bleeding love .

2010-01-29T18:33:00.002+08:00

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

No.

2009-12-26T18:49:00.002+08:00

not a single soul home. i'm so fking bored!
it's a Saturday, i shldn be home! grrrr.

bumblebee bumblebee where are you.
bumblebee bumblebee talk to me.

i dont want The Party to be over. because i'm afraid...

2009-12-22T21:37:00.003+08:00

你的回話凌亂著.
在這個時刻.
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿.
甜蜜散落了.

情緒莫名的拉扯.
我還愛你吶.
而你斷斷續續唱著歌.
假裝沒事了.

時間過了走了.
愛情面臨選擇.
你冷了倦了我哭了.
離開時的不快樂.
你用卡片手寫著.
有些愛只給到這真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.說好的.幸福吶
我懂了.不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了
開心與不開心.一一敘說著.你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.我都還記得

你不等了.說好的.幸福吶
我錯了.淚乾了.放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著.
要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著.
在這個時刻.
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿.
甜蜜散落了.

情緒莫名的拉扯.
我還愛你吶.
而你斷斷續續唱著歌.
假裝沒事了.

時間過了走了.
愛情面臨選擇.
你冷了卻了我哭了.
離開時的不快樂.
你用卡片手寫著.
有些愛只給到這真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.說好的.幸福吶
我懂了.不說了.愛淡了.夢遠了
開心與不開心.一一敘說著.你在不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻.我都還記得

你不等了.說好的.幸福吶
我錯了.淚乾了.放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著.
要怎麼停呢

Repeat mode on.

Ironic.

2009-11-25T12:09:00.004+08:00

Humans are the weirdest living thing on earth. it's so hard to decipher one's mind; one's thinking. I really wish i knew what's on everyone's mind. so i wouldn end up a miserable me at the very end.

given a chance, i'd rather not know than know (ya right, im actually dying to know more!)
and this just proved my point, that humans are indeed the weirdest living thing on earth. ironic huh?

it's time we communicate, you.

比我幸福。

2009-11-11T18:15:00.003+08:00

this very randomly popped into my mind this morning. hmmmm.

Carine as it is.

2009-11-06T21:56:00.003+08:00

Carine - Origin and Meaning of the name

Meaning of the name Carine
"(Italian) dear; beloved; (Latin) keel of a ship; (Old Greek) pure; torture"

[ 3 syll. ca-ri-ne, car-ine ] The girl name Carine is pronounced as KaaRIYNiy KEY. Carine is primarily used in English, French, and German. It is of Italian and Latin origin.

Carine is an English variant form of the English, German, and Italian name Cara.

Carine is also an English, French, and German variant form of the English, German, Italian, and Scandinavian name Carina. A form of the name is the English and German spelling variant Karine.

Carine is an uncommon baby girl name. It is not in the top 1000 names. In 2008, within the family of girl names directly related to Carine, the English, German, and Italian Cara was the most popular.

Baby names that sound like Carine include the English Careena, the English Carenna, the English, German, Italian, and Scandinavian Carina, the English, German, Italian, and Scandinavian Carinna, the Spanish Carmena, the English Carmia, the English, Italian, and Spanish Carmina, the English Carrianne, the English Carrie-Ann, the name Carrie-Anne, the English Coreana, the English, French, German, and Romanian Corina, the English, German, Italian, and French Corinna, the German Corona, the English Corrina, the Finnish Kaarina, the English Kareema, the English Kareena, the English and Scandinavian Karena, and the English Karenna.

yes. Carine is bored ttm now.

All excited.

2009-10-16T08:33:00.002+08:00

we were all ready to book return tickets for Taipei via the Jetstar 1 for 1 sale when we realised the sale is for PER WAY. Return would cost us more.

to think we were really damn excited about it. CHEY.

on a side note; if everything goes smoothly, i'll be in the UK at this time, next year!
no, im fickled no more.

"Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep." ----Carl Sandburg

I thought.

2009-10-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

since young, travelling has always been what i loved the most; least mention living overseas.
i know it's gonna be tough from the experience of OSIP in Chinkyland. but looking at how focused the 2 of them are over at UQ, i feel a sense of sudden urge to join them too.

but i know, this is beyond what i can do. the strong opposition faced is something i can never outwin.

i know i know.

Thinking Cap.

2009-10-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it's part of being human. What matters is not whether good or bad things happen - both will, but your relationship to them. Just think back over the last 24 hours, - what had you taken hard that you could have taken lightly?

Brisbane!

2009-09-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

its my 3rd day here and it seems like i've stayed here for dam long already. well, maybe its cos i have practically nothing to do except to eat, sleep and play. slow pace of life; me like!

the fireworks at Riverfest was awesome! great display; great atmosphere. it would have been perfect if BumbleBee was here! :D then, we could go to Southbanks to sit by the river, to the City to shop, to Byron Bay (smallpal got attached there! wooo!), to Mt Cootah for the night scenery, to Gold Coast.........

and the weather here is crazy. sunny in the noon and freezing cold at night!

okay and i dont know what else to type.

Goodbye!

Cliche as it is.

2009-09-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

As cliche as it sounds, our life's like a stage, a comedy; either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently. agree?

and my point is, never take things for granted. be thankful for what you have and you might end up having more.

"life is either a daring adventure or nothing" -Helen Keller

Wavy

2009-08-21T20:56:00.004+08:00

it's one wave after another.
like in Chinese saying, 一坡未平一坡又起。
how did the problems, not supposedly mine to begin with, became mine eventually?

give me a break!

and, come back quick, bumblebeeee :(

Shanti Shanti.

2009-08-20T19:36:00.003+08:00

i happened to alight at Hougang station today in hope of searching/satisfying my chicken rice craving. and from afar, there was this crowd; i was drawn by the familiar singing voice; Chen Weilian. it's amazing. i thought his music was mediocre. but apparently, i was really kind of touched to the marrows upon hearing him sing. perhaps what he was singing then really related to what i was thinking at that point of time. perhaps God used Chen to relate to me? (:

well, while on my way home earlier, i was drafting what i was to rant about in my mind. but i'm feeling so ineloquent now. i have so much to say, but so little to type.

i guess ignorance is bliss. and as apt as it may be, i shall hear no evil; my ears shall be used to only listen to the nice things. or rather, i should practice selective hearing.

and like what Girlf said, i think i know where the line is/should be. (:

BumbleBee.

2009-08-12T23:33:00.005+08:00

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."

absence really does make the heart fonder.
bumblebee bumblebeee, fly back to me quickkkk!

Life goes on.

2009-07-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

i miss the smallpal and girlfriend already.
to think i still wanted to sms them to ask them where they were for a moment just now.
it's just so automatic and natural.
then i realised, they're like thousand miles apart from me already.

hang on there, the 2 of you. especially you yujin!
remember, what does not kill you makes you stronger!

well, life still goes on.

... and this is a random post i know.

Decision

2009-07-17T15:59:00.004+08:00

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made; we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

"Remember that whats right isnt always popular; and whats popular isnt always right."

Everybody makes mistakes; thats why they put erasers on pencils.

People.

2009-07-10T09:34:00.003+08:00

i cannot seem to comprehend how humans can get so interesting.
at this minute, they are all smiles with you; and the next, they turn their back at you, and start stabbing you with a dagger! oh and of course, not forgetting how their wondermouth works like that of a broadcaster; maybe they should get themselves some listerine. eh no, Oral-B perhaps, since it's believed to be better.

i wonder how you manage to have 2 faces at the same time?
tsktsk.

The Hawaiian Girl.

2009-07-01T21:37:00.008+08:00

awesome birthday! (oh great, im blogging on ur actual birthday girl!)
anyhow, to think i actually misread her theme for "Sporty" instead of "Hawaiian" in the invitation mail. But nonetheless, i wasnt dressed according to neither theme! HAHA.

It was, however great seeing long time no see friends. snapshots of a few of us. (:

my bestest friends (and the nigga).
poor you; to get sabo-ed. did u realised the people from other units were all taking out their cameras and snapping at you??!! but im sure this is memorable enough for your 21st darling! (:
love you babe, like always! (:

i feel so short..

time to think of my own theme! i'm so excited cos i managed to book NSRCC at a much discounted rate! wooooooo!

Attitude

2009-06-24T14:24:00.001+08:00

It is not difficult circumstances that defeat one, but one's own weakness.

Face it.

Life

2009-06-22T09:17:00.002+08:00

Buddhism teaches that a single day in life is worth more than all the treasures of the universe.

agree? (:

Lie by David Cook

2009-06-19T14:25:00.001+08:00

You whispered that you were getting tired,
Got a look in your eye,
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know I'm ok with this silence
It's truth that I don't want to hear

You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes I've seen coming for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word,
I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart,
Look me in the eye,
Lie, lie, lie.

Lie, lie, lie.

I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to know I'm ok with the silence.
It's truth that I don't want to hear.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

Don't want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on,
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

So lie to me and tell me that we're gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the day
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

Nice, emo enough.
Repeat mode on!

Play

2009-06-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

please rain icecubes everyday!

ahhhh. it's gonna be in less than a month that my 2 dearest are flying off to aussieland!
i will so gonna miss them. and i hope i can go over and meet them somewhere between Melbourne and Brisbane. (:

and school's starting in less than a month too. excited yet not quite at the same time. how i wish there were 48 hours in a day!

i still cannot decide! =x

Decision.

2009-06-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

each time when opportunity cost is involved, i get stucked.
i know i cannot have the best of both worlds.
and so, i have to make a decision fast!

A or P?

Oh My God!

2009-04-20T23:49:00.005+08:00

I cant believe this..

next step.

2009-04-19T19:29:00.002+08:00

i'll feel as though i am shirking responsibilities this way.
but if i dont leave, i'll feel i'm letting myself down.
or rather, torturing myself even more.
ahhhhh. how now brown cow?

My name is Cherelle Lee Le En

2009-04-04T16:01:00.007+08:00

at 20 months old, Cherelle's intellectual level sure surpasses other toddlers of the same age!
she even knows how to direct me to on the TV (just by observing how her Grandma does it everyday)
she also knows how to say her mummy's, her daddy's and yiyi's name in full!
a really adorable 20month old.

when she was only a few months old, with my grandpa.

she loves doing this piggy face at the mention of "pig pig"
she was trying her best to "gek-sai". haha.

wearing Chubby's hairband, acting hiao! haa.

shall share more once i get the other photos from Chubby.

Friendship

2009-03-17T20:44:00.004+08:00

"False friendship, like the ivy, decays and ruins the walls it embraces;

but true friendship gives new life and animation to the object it supports.

True friendship that can cease has never been real."

..

2009-03-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

time's running out;

what should i do?

...

2009-02-13T23:39:00.005+08:00

you're my Sunshine (:

the Valentines a year ago;

and this year, we shall enjoy each other's company,

like how we always do.

many loves (:

edited;

bigBIGsmilesss!

...

2009-01-12T02:02:00.003+08:00

life's always good whenever there's me and you.

and of cos, i love the 2 of you too.

Carine is a happy girl! (: (i realise i need to start tanning my face. it's in a totally different shade as my body already!)

it's a really random update. i just thought i should update my blog with some photos, but blogger isnt really doing me any help. three is the maximum i could upload else it's gonna take till god-knows-when to finish this post.

i will update sometime soon.

Goodnight.

..

2009-01-03T00:54:00.008+08:00

.
Period; i spent my New Year visiting the Dentist. he then commented on the Wisdom Tooth being naughty. apparently, the frequent on and off pains have finally erupted and formed the ultimate pain. i could hardly open my mouth to a small letter O, much say to chew. i hope i recover before Chinese New Year. boohooo.

anyhow, pictures as promised! (:

the random pictures;

me me me! :D

Baby and i! (:

Girlfriend.

Smallpal.

Dad and the good daughter.
Big big!

fook and me!

the bimbo and i

Weiyuan! (he's twice as tall as me!)

Jacqueline, the ahlian.

Aunty Chukkow and Timothy!

i'm 20! (and 21 the very next day!)

all of us! LOVES (:

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2009-01-01T14:40:00.002+08:00

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A Big Thank you to..

-Smallpal for i know u have really put in alot of effort; from buying the present, to preparing the food, to ensuring everything will be awesomely for me!
-Baby for making the special appearance despite the condition of your leg. I love you!
-Girlfriend for sticking the photo-stand, causing your hand to be super-glued.
-Merdin for being the chef cum hostess of the night!
-Weiyuan for frying the tempura with Aunty Chuk Kow.
-Fookping, for running the whole 676 with me, in search of the clues.
-Xavier, Jacqueline and Felix for coming and the wishes! (:

and so yesterday, we celebrated my 20th, and at the same time, counted down to 2009. eveything was so in place! i am a happy girl! (:

shall upload the photos once i have them (:

Happy 2009 everyone!

...

2008-12-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

.
its another 9 more days to the 31st.

somehow, i feel i haven celebrated my birthday in a proper manner for long.
yes, i love how Tclub celebrated for me at Liquid Kitchen's last last year. (though many were late but it's really okay as long as eventually, everyone's there)
yes, i love how Girlfriend planned everything for me when we were in China last year. (thank you all Sanyarians)
this year? i dont know and dare not think too much. no, not that i'm having high hopes for a big surprise or anything.

will God be kind to me this year?

bring me the festive mood!

...

2008-12-17T23:23:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Beeeee!

though you're busy route-marching/live-firing/out-fielding/fighting enemies over at the other end of Singapore;

and i hope your birthday wish is for me to buy more spare batteries for you (so you wont bring a low-battery-and-now-no-battery-already phone into camp). hahahhaha. nonetheless, it's still, Happy Birthday to you. (:

See you soonnnn !

lovelove. (:

...

2008-12-04T21:23:00.005+08:00

.
Dear Santa,

I hope you heard me this time round.
i've been a fairly good girl this year! (:

i want.....

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2008-11-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

.
i spent the whole of today glued to the tv screen. and i happened to be watching some dance videos on youtube too. it brought me back to my schooling days, where i was still so so into dancing. i remembered the many bruises and injuries i always suffered during dance practices; the scoldings from Jennifer; the long practices; the slacking sessions after dance practice; discussing (gossiping) 'politics'; the strenous and hectic trainings and conditionings for competitions; the skipping of lessons for rehearsals and blah blah blahh.

i so wanna get back to the dancing ground again!! come to think of it, i have chose many things over dance, which made me lose out alot. i guess that's what they call opportunity cost. and like people always say, you cannot have the best of both worlds.

ahhhh. and before my bones and muscles get really stiff, i should get back to dancing!
join me, anyone?! hehs.

i know this post is so random. haha.

..

2008-11-09T01:26:00.005+08:00

.
finally, the weekends are here again! sometimes i feel the pace in R is so so fast that the week just zoom past; while on some days, they just seemed like Mondays to me. i know, i know i should learn to take things in my stride. but sometimes, even the slightest thing gets to you. and its bothersome; its frustrating; its irritating! and this is especially so in a setting filled with the air of Politics. tsk tsk tsk. this is the real world i know.

BeeeZ is still out in the jungle. and but of course, i miss him so! :(
but i'll be gone the day he comes back! booohooo.
anyhow, i'll see u 3 weeks later beeeee.

and i'm glad im returning to the student life, back to the books again like real soon!
i cant wait. (:

...

2008-10-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

this is the same thing you once told me. and yes, now i'm telling you back you dam old hag!

"God is watching."

i'm utterly disgusted by the hypocrisy in you! grrrrrrr.

...

2008-10-09T23:08:00.006+08:00

.
.
and it's finally Friday tomorrow, but B says he might be coming out on Saturday instead now, depending on tomorrow's activities. boohoooo. so much for anticipating for Friday....

but on a lighter note, i'm thankful the week has gone past quite quickly. though i dread the new week that will be approaching; and that is when the cycle starts all over again. sigh, can anyone stop the clock please? =/

i miss school days all of a sudden; the carefree life.
booohoooo.

ahhh and people who knows me will know the last thing i would like is to be accused for nothing! rraaaahhhhhh!

...

2008-10-07T22:42:00.004+08:00

Carine gets curly.

unglam; but whats new?
B. Zeng. D. C. L.
she's only pri 4.

Gf.

it's tuesday! wednesday will past; thursday shall be over soon; Friday is gonna come!

weeeeee!

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2008-09-28T13:36:00.005+08:00

.
the only thing now that soothes is the DIY wallpaper by you that reads "baby: love you everyday!"along with your seemingly silly look.

the same goes for me, love.
(:

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2008-09-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

.
OCS eats Boyfriends!
and i feel ____.
boohoooo.

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2008-09-20T14:00:00.002+08:00

.
boohooo. it's gonna be at boon lay, a place i visit only once (okay, say the most 3) a year. so near yet so far. booohoooo. but but but... then again, it's not about leaving what's behind; it's about what you will gain in the days ahead. best of the best for you my Zeng sir! :D

thank you for having most of your time spent with this little princess here. it's mirthful knowing you always dote on me most!

the new play;

shanghai.hokkiado.shanghai.hokkiado.shanghai.hokkiado.
can i say i want both?
hmmm...

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2008-09-14T16:14:00.005+08:00

you fill my day with love always.

thank you for being there; im glad we're where and what we are now.

life ahead might gonna be tough, but shouldn that be what will keep us going?

loves you, my captain, my dragon, my zeng and now, my Coy Best!

and it's gonna be Monday again..boohooo!

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2008-08-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

rain rain go away,

come again another day.

it's a cold cold night...

baaybeee zeng, where are you?

boooo.

and work sucks, yet again..

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2008-08-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

the nation's birthday was spent with several other dragons over at the 19th level of PPS. the views, though partially blocked, were still awesome!!! though we missed a big part of the fireworks display, which apparently were one of the highlights cos we were busy Zara-ing, it was still a blast! not forgetting, the "surpise-zhibin" mission were on too. Vilaivongse, i hope you had fun! :D

oh well, nothing beats spending time with DragonZ over the weekend lah! and now, it's another 2 more weeks of confinement before i get to see him again. booooo. but it's okay, for i know he keeps me in his heart, like how i keep his in mine too. (:

random pictures taken by Vilaivongse.

the lead and host.
some of the dragons.
vilaiGONGse and me!
baayyybeeee! (:

more up soon!

BYE!

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2008-07-31T22:47:00.005+08:00

now i really know why God created friends. they're always there whenever you need them. :)

and i'm so waiting for the weekend to come! this week has gone by so quickly i realise! saturday saturday..come come..

and yes, i love my ah bing ge so! :D

and baby says there will not be a day where i will be the happiest cos....

okay Goodbye!

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2008-07-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

and baby says: "...i'll make you a happier girl day by day. i might not have 7 days a week, but i'll enjoy my weekends with baby!"

this is how sweet The Manfriend can get. i dont know what Tekong feeds him though. but he told me he drank honey before talking to me. hahaha. oh wells, anyway the weekend was awesome! though short, but we spent quality time together. but his hair grew so fast that he looks almost the same with his shaven-but-grown-out-already hair.

oh yes, and i cant wait for Saturday to be here again! weeeeee!

with many loves.

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2008-07-18T15:40:00.002+08:00

zeng's into the 7th day of Tekong and he sure is doing fine/well/great. his lousy phone died on him few days back, and he's gotta survive on the 2nd back-up battery for the next 8 days. as a result, we could only rely on short smses now. boooooo. but i still managed to get to listen to his croaked voice for a tweeny weeny while yesterday. i know, its only 2 weeks of confinement. but it just seems like eternity as i watched the seconds ticked by everyday. work have been equally monotonous, thanks to the not-so-well-to-do economy. business are slow, and so are calls received. i could only sit around, and do practically nothing. this definately adds on to the absence in the heart.

and yes, i really dread being in the train during peak hours. people rush like the train will only come once; they push like nobody's. it irritates me, especially when the train is already packed like sardine and people just dont understand what courteousy is. typical singaporeans. tsk tsk. and this is also the time where i will wish that zeng would be around. his bike rides aside, at least i do not have to worry about being pushed (or worst, harassed!) as his masculine body will always be there to protect me from all these, while on a packed train.

"awwww, zeng! i miss you, badly. :("

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2008-07-12T01:25:00.005+08:00

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why

Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so...

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,

your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times,

we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so...

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

this song never fails to trigger my sensitive tear tissues whenever and whereever. and it's definately working, right now.

it's the first sense of restriction i'm feeling right now. the urge to call you at anytime of the day/night and wait for you to get me to sleep; i can no longer do so. everything has to be "chop-chop-quick say what you want to say-kind" of conversations before the lights go off on the dot at 2230. we hanged up 5 minutes before, exchanged few sms; the message that reads " baby i'm going to sleep alr. good night. i love you." came at 2230 on the dot.

and it was tap-water once again. booooooooo.

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2008-07-11T19:22:00.003+08:00

" it's not about what you have left behind, it's about what you will gain in the days ahead"

yes, this large overhead banner greeted us at the entrance to the very much isolated island at Tekong. oh wells, in the blink of an eye, my Zeng's gonna be head-shaven-drilled-moulded at the hands of Mr Tekong.

Aunty Zeng and i got brought around to tour the resort-like premises and stuffs, before returning to the auditorium to witness the boy's oath-taking ceremony. the atmosphere was definately solemn i must say. and much as i dreaded that feeling, i was still all smiles till the very last minute when i bid him 'goodbye'. i know i am gonna miss him, alot. booooo.

well well, i guess alot more are sharing the same sentiments as me. so at least i know i'm not the only one. i just have to wait for 2010 to come quickly. :)

anyhow, take good care, my ah bing ge.

i shall blog again sometime soon.

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2008-06-10T15:42:00.003+08:00

yes or no?
to do or not to do?
to go or not to go?

ahhhh, i dont know. the only thing i know is i've been indulging in the most sinful thing woman could ever do -FOOD. sushi and more sushi! hahaha.

oh yes, zeng and i are now going sporty! we tried cable-skiing yesterday. it was super fun, except for the times when i had to swim all my way back to land when i dropped in the middle of nowhere. and yes, i'm aching all over now.

i ___ work.

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2008-06-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

i want to drive.

i really want to drive.

i know how to drive.

and i know where i'll be driving to if i drive.

itinerary cancelled; what's next in the line then?

tell me about it.

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2008-05-25T11:09:00.003+08:00

my 2 legs were jellies when i got into the car. there, i broke the silence with a ''the sky very dark already hor?" i knew it was a stupid pick-up line. but i had no choice. i din want to remain silent for the 1 hour of sitting in the car with a stranger who's gonna determine if i get the license or not.

i adjusted the mirror, put on the seatbelt, shift to gear one and, ALMOST forgetting to pull the handbrake, i moved off. "keep left, turn left". the circuit testing was finally over. i heaved a great sigh of relief for i thought i would have knocked down the poles like i did during warming-up earlier on. then, it was on to the big road.

now, i'm really thankful for Mr Toh's lesson cos he never fails to talk to me when i will always be busying changing gears+checking blindspots+obtaining biting point on slopes+changing lanes or whatever you can think of. He trained my focusing skills! hahaha. the tester did the same. and not long before i realise, i was already turning back to the centre already. still nervous, we went up and sat down in the room. He put on his glasses, ticked on 2 boxes that says "turned steering while car is stationary", looked at me, smiled and told me very calmy, "passed!" and added on, "your driving is very good uh!"

weeeeeee! yes yes! i passed with 4 points! money woes days are over!!!

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2008-05-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

He doesnt know where daddy has gone to, and is still waiting for daddy to be back with his toys.
She doesnt know where her husband is.
She fought hard with death, all because of her only son.
He drank on his own urine in order to survive.
She tried to, but lost the battle eventually.

It was definately a heartwrenching sight.

God bless this world.

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2008-05-07T22:53:00.006+08:00

it's been a month since i've stepped into the workforce. and well, there is also the bad and good side. i will be contradicting myself if i say i hate the job and love it at the same time. it's really hard to describe the innermost feeling of me, though. i'm almost used to not being able to get seats (chiong to get seats like some aunties do) in the train during the peak hours. i'm almost used to climbing the numerous steps just to reach the office. i'm almost used to getting screamed at by bitches (they really are!). i'm almost used to shopping at MarinaSquare everyday (let's just say i am already used to already lah). i'm almost used to having to work OverTime almost everyday.

yes, i am getting settled down, almost already.

anyhow, Zeng has received his enlistment as he wished; 11th July. sometimes, i really thank god for him, for he is always here and there for me. i love the us now, and of course, hope for the present us to be in the future. anyhow, enjoy army baby. (:

okay, allow me some updates.

errr yes, hello, bangs!

my little zeng (:

my new friend,Vilaivongse! hahahaha.
and i miss TCLUB!

will update soon.

Goodbye all!

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2008-04-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

the passion's still going on strong.
it's the limited time i have that's been of much hindrance.
and i hate it.

grrrrrrrr.

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2008-04-18T21:23:00.004+08:00

the guys are all awaiting their enlistment notice. each have differing concerns. some dint want to get in so soon, some dont even want to get in(too bad you have no other choice), some cant wait to get in. guess which one zeng belongs to?

yes,
he says he rather get in earlier.
booohoooooooo.
but to think of it, i cant wait to see him in his new shaven head!

and i haven drove in a long longgg timeeee.

ahhhhh welll,
Hakuna Matata!
(it means no worries)

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2008-04-13T17:44:00.005+08:00

Life is all about making choices.

i gave up one initially, and thought i still have the other. now, i got to give up both.
is this the so-called opportunity cost?

but i think i should choose to be happy and contented at work.

and yes, retail therapy soon baby. (:

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2008-04-06T16:24:00.014+08:00

and in less than 24 hours, it's gonna be one of the most significant phase in my life thus far; my first day at work.

i'm feeling excited, yet on the other hand, afraid. it's afterall my first permanent job. obviously, it definately cannot be compared to the countless part-time stint at the various FnB outlets. okay, lets just say it helps in a tiny weeny bit on my communication skills part lahh.

and i guess i need to adjust my body clock back to the one i had back at secondary school, where waking up when the sun haven even rise is just normal. oh my oh, this is like, 4 years back??!! hahah. how time flies huh.

oh wells, this is life. somehow, i will just get used to it in no time to come i know.

let me just do a quick picture updates on Phuket then.

"cheap cheap massageee"

Bangla Street; where inflation exist!

this is their night life.

merdin.yujin.tianchuang.

fooling around as usual.

and again...

this is funny.

the over-populated beach; aftereffects of Tsunami

big one!

the three musketeers.

we had this for the 4 nights throughout.
food!

tuk-tuk.

they go "tomorrow nighttt" in a very hilarious manner!

paintball was uber fun!

but it caused injury. haha.

we love the sun;

they dont.

who says guys dont camwhore?

the fishes must have been hungry for too long.

snorkeling!

FOOODDDD!

DAD.

she got as black despite the efforts to cover.

dont ask me why i looked like a retard here. haha.

PHUKET WAS A BLAST!

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2008-04-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Phuket Patong Beach and Jeju Island, Korea.

why is zeng at one and i at the other? :(

anyhow, i'm back, bringing almost 90% of the sunrays from Phuket. it was a great trip, with all the laughters we shared. mum says its a pity i dint go for the Top Secret show as it would be an eyeopener! okay, next time next time! hehs. paintball was uber fun. of cos, ATV was greatt and definately an experience too. not forgetting the lady-boys! haha.

i'm starting work in less than a week's time; wish me luck everyone. i think i need that.

pictures up soon!

Goodbye.

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2008-03-20T00:51:00.003+08:00

just when i thought i have gotten rid of the painssss, i have to say hello to Ms Unbearable Retainers. it's seriously testing my endurance on the word Pain. it makes me feel moody. it makes me feel like just shouting out. it makes me feel like just letting ripping everything off. it really is unbearable. i dont know if others suffer the same amount of pain in retainers as mine, but mine really sucks. i dont know why though.

and the thought of having to pluck it out for every meals and brushing routines is dreadful enough. it's only into the first day and i already dont feel like eating any food already. i refuse to take them out cos it's so troublesome. and putting them on affects my pronounciation i realise.

grrrrrrrrrrr. okay, i know i shouldn be ranting one big chunk on this.
ahhh, i got nothing else to blog about.

Goodbye all.

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2008-03-12T21:26:00.006+08:00

mummy's friend says "you're not a singaporean if you haven taken the Singapore Flyer. spurred by her words, mummy decided to go experience it. i tagged along of course. hehs. it's was a breathtaking bird's eye view. but i thought the night view would be much nicer. hehs. mummy went "130bucks flew just like that" after alighting from the half an hour's ride. i thought so too. it's quite costy lah. but i had a great time cam-whoring on board though. smallpal, i captured your Ritz Carlton for you!

The Singapore Flyer experience.

i guess the night view would be nicer.

panaromic view 1.
panaromic view 2.

and today, i went to the dentist; nope, not for the monthly tightening works, but to take it out for life! bid goodbye to the braces me, and welcome again, the braces-less me! :D

The Dentist Visit.

Goodbye, Braces. :(

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2008-03-05T21:35:00.005+08:00

the past days were busy with driving lessons and interviews. i shall just pray hard now. i see that my future is not that gloomy afterall. hehs. it was window shopping again with smallpal and girlfriend. we always make our own days! :D

thanks daddy who drove me all the way to Pan Pacific today. one love! (:
i'll be busy again with driving as well as interviews again soon.

alrights. i guess i shall just let picasa take over from now.

yes, i'm still on L plates. loser cars, stop horning at me!

this is zeng. (:

theusualthree.

that pretty sumed up what i did over the past 3 days. and yay! i'm heading to the IT fair soonnn! (:
and zeng says i must be 10 times sure i will like that particular something before he invests in it for me. okay, i make sure i will! HAHAHA.

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2008-03-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

no job; no money; no future.
smallpal has been chanting this to us whenever we're making our way into a shop.
however, she believes her future isnt that gloomy anymore after the career fair we went today.
well, perhaps girlfriend and i should agree with her yah? (:
it was crazy (window) shopping after the fair. so many things to buy, so little money. :(

anyhow, the day was filled up with hilarious incidents that happened. the bubble lift incident is enough. HAHAHAH!

and then, we started cam-whoring; as usual. hehs.

The Nonsensical Sunday.

and, i really fell in love with picasa. so i had nothing to do and girlfriend suggessted i go play with picasa instead. hehs.

my captain. my dragon. my love. (: okay, there'll be more next time alrights.

Goodbye for now!

2008-02-28T02:56:00.001+08:00

the afternoon was spent with Zeng; though he had lunch with his dragons without me. but on account of him fetching me around today, i shall forgive him. hehs. okay, bullshit that was. it was just good to see him. (:

and i finally caught L just now with the usuals. niceeee!
then, i decided to play good samaritan by alighting at the same stop as smallpal and walking her home. it was a hilarious walk home with her. hehs.

thank god there is picasa for i reckon uploading them one by one will take years to complete given the limit and capability of my "pentiumONE". hahahaha.

i love smallpal! :) :) :)

(:

2008-02-26T02:29:00.003+08:00

for TClub; one love is all we got.

tioman; a moment to reminisce.

weiyuan's believe; in life, there are three kinds of people. one being, people who make things happen; second being, people who watch things happen; and the last being, people who wait for things to happen.

now, which one do you belong to?

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2008-02-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

i never liked this.

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2008-02-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

as i sat myself, like, literally in front of the computer for the whole of The Sunday, i cant help but ponder about The Future. i know this cannot go on for life. sometimes i just think those who just study their brains off their entire life isnt a bad thing either. at least this way, you dont have to worry about cover letters, resumes, interviews and stuffs.

grrrrrrrrrrrr!

i start to think (very seriously) about my future path; further studies or join the work force? i dont know.
then again, i have this presentiment about coping if i really do further my studies.
and then again, it's a tantalizing factor if a good paying job shall/will come my way?

well, the future is so bleak isnt it?
ahhhh, pave the way for me someone.

2008-02-18T20:07:00.004+08:00

I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I dont worry cause

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I dont worry cause

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world

To find something like what we have

I know people will try

Try to divide

Something so real

So till the end of time

Im telling you that

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

Oh oh oh....

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2008-02-04T13:29:00.000+08:00

its saddening to realise how filthy and corrupted the minds of some people are.
are you all too free or what? that you go around spreading absurd rumours.
have you ever taken a step back and look into the whole picture?
won't you just mind your own business? u have yourself to worry for. you know best what you yourself have done.
and do i have to show my excitement in front of you?
does that mean i have to tell you everything about my life to you; a STRANGER?
you are just an acquaintance. why should i bother so much about telling you stuffs?

and the worst thing is, you had to take their words.

fcuk it.

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2008-02-02T02:09:00.000+08:00

the feeling sucks, really.
let that strangeness fade.

i dont want....

iamsad. :(

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2008-01-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

it's a new year already! let bygones be bygones, and start afresh! hehs.

i'll be back soon, in another 19 days. meanwhile, take care people. i'll update again very very soonnnnn. hehs.

:)

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2007-12-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

and i'm here to blog again. hehs.
and i've got nothing to blog about. hehs.
i was on my first midnight shift in Front Office yesternight. it was a fun one, considering the fact that i have a funny-natured mentor. haa. the only bad thing about him is that he's always on afternoon shift, which is 3-12pm. so, that means for the next 20 days, i gonna lead the 'no-life shift' since i'm following his schedule. whatever, that may be a good thing. because it means i wont spend so much as well. hehs.

anyhow, was scrolling through some photos in the com and i happened to come across some funny pictures. goshhh. i dont know i had such ugly poses for the camera. haa.

pardon me..

hmmm..

that explains why i'm turning rounder?

english club @ Gloria speech competition. my mentee got 3rd!

thats me with my fav wang lao ji. it's like jia jia liang teh, but it taste nicer than jia jia liang teh. mum, want me to buy back for new year? its dirt cheap! haa.

anyhow, i dont know what else to type already. shall just end here. i'll be back with more pictures i promise.

Goodbye. (:

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2007-12-11T13:29:00.000+08:00

pardon me for the very infrequent update! i haven had much time to come online, much say to blog. hehs. anyhow, its winter now over here at Sanya. so its no longer Sunny Sanya, although i still see the sun everynoon. haa. the weather is a little weird. it gets super cold only in the morning and night, and super sunny in the noon. i reckon that is how i (and the other interns) fell sick recently.

speaking of that, i had a terrible experience being put on drip, TWICE! was down with fever and very bad flu for the first time, and stomache flu for the 2nd.
the very inexperienced doctor.
i got this bruise on me all thanks to the doctor, who literally PULLED the needle outfrom my hand with all his might and strength, causing my FRESH blood to spurt out. gross i know. but its the first time i'm seeing my own fresh, pinkish-red blood. grrrrrrr. i had this ugly bruise on me for a week i think.

scary isnt it? haa. but well, after allt he long hours of drips and stuffs, i'm well and healthy again! hehs. and i think my face grew so much rounder. it's really time for me to start slimming down! i still have 1 more month! hehhhhs.

i hope things are going on well for people in Singapore! i so miss so many things there. the people..the food..my home..grrrr. i cant wait for SIP to be over. but then again, i think i'll really miss here when i return. =x

okay, i'll blog again soon.

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2007-11-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

hello all again.
i finally have the time to come online once again. hehs. and i am surfing the net comfortably in my own room! just had the internet installed in my room yesterday. so now, i can surf the net anytime, anywhere(actually only in my room cos its not wireless) hehs.

anyhow, am now in the housekeeping department already. and on just the first day, i learnt how to clean toilets and make beds! i now look up to housekeepers. its amazing how they can make a bed in just 3mins, clean the entire room in 20 mins. haa.
and life in sanya is pretty good. at least the weather is changing now. though its winter season, there isnt any winter feel cos it doesnt snows. hahhahaha. but then, the weather is turning cold. especially at night and in the morning, where the temperature can go as low as 15 degrees. so yeahh.

i shant type anymore. let the pictures do the talking! (:
its been 2 months....
the staff canteen.
where we always need to queue up to get food.
the very nice toilet for staff.
bathing area in the staff toilet. i see naked aunties almost everyday. -.-
the beautiful view from my room.
heading out. we really cross like the people here. the cars dont give way. u got to fight for your own way!
Gloria's beach bar. the recent typhoon just destroyed the lower platform.
eh? sunset?
streets of sanya.

the very nice and CHEAP wanton and jiao zi place we always visit. they promised us a VIP discount. haa.my new found love.
another lovely dessert.
its cheap cheap and CHEAP everywhere!
the people here recognise us! hehs.
my everyday love. (with extra lian nai)
English Club @ Gloria, where we mentor them on a one on one basis.
the standard of chinky england.

very CHEAP and shiok massage!

parents waiting for kids outside the school.
there's only ONE primary one school.
konnichiwa!

my other love. tastes like jia jia liang teh
hehs.
our roommate.
hearty breakfast by the balcony. haa.
the nicer than kbox, cheaper than kbox ktv.

us!
massage!
we eat like nobody's!

hey! i made this bed!!!!
the honeymoon suite.

observe the ceiling in the next picture.

lovely indeed!
it opens up! couples can star gaze at night. so cool right!
finally, some decent tv programmes.
shes trying hard for a constipated face.
enjoying myself. haa.

okay. im done. took my a long time to post. hahaha. shall update more next time. await!

goodbye.

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2007-10-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

Surviving still.

and so, as what the title says, i am still surviving in Chinkyland. hehs. im enjoying life like any other tourists here. work doesnt seem like work. and life is still as great. i ahve been slacking my days off at work and counting the hours down to finishing work every single day. there's really nothing for me to do, much to say, learn. thank god i'll be moving on to a busier department(or so i hope), Housekeeping soon. hehs.

and there's this little glimmer of hope that there might be internet connection installed in my room. so i look forward to seeing many of you online soon! hehs.

today is my off day and im a loner no more! ( i used to have my off days alone, while the other interns have their off days together). am heading to the beach for some tanning( i haven tanned since the day i landed on this sunny island) hahahaha.

okay, till the next time i blog.
Goodbye all.

my girlfriend and i, camping in our nest.
another new found girlfriend of mine. hehs. playing like nobody's in the hotel.
my 2 lovely captain in the Chinese restaurant.
enjoying life!
i found this photo somewhere. first few days in Sanya.

thats me!

hehs. okay, await more photos!

Goodbye all! (:

as long as your hands are there, mine will be too. (:

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2007-10-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

hello all! its me again. hehs. i finally have the time to sit my ass in front of the computer in the smoky room of my hostel. and everyone, its typhoon time in Sanya! grrrrrr. much as we would like to experience it, we hate it! these three days, supposingly our holidays(its china's national day), we spent it in the hostel! grrrrrrrr. so sad right. the typhoon reached its highest level yesternight. the wind were so strong that the windows and doors started giving the 'woo wooo' sound.

hahahhaa. anyhow, im starting to adapt to life here already. much as i ahve no other choice, eh? haa. but my workload isnt piling at all. what i do is slack and slack and slack my hours off at work. haa. but i see my work coming for ym time in Front office and Housekeeping.

hmmm. i guess i'll just let the pictures do the talking. await more pictures( i frogot to bring the camera card reader down. so i only got my the phots in my thumbdrive, which are limited. hehs)

continued from the next entry; my (comfy) bed, with photos of my lovesss.
streets of Sanya. yes, surrounded by nice beaches.
the bird's eye view from Gloria Hotel, sanya. see the sea?
no, not at Gold Coast; but at Sanya!! 中国万岁!!! whooshhh! haa.
my supervisor brought me to the rooftop cos we had nothing better to do. -.-

no, not at thailand. but in Sanya!
bugis look alike street, and the ONLY place for us to shop at. this is town in Sanya. or should i say, paragon of Sanya? hahahahha.
okay pardon me for the next few shots to come.
my very neat hair.
i really had nothing to do. thats how BORED i was. i just sat there the WHOLE day, with my supervisor. grrrrrrr. -.- i dint put any blusher!
girlfriend and i. she in front office uniform, and i in the ultra big Fnb Supervisor uniform.
my new found girlfriend; COCO(corrinne) and i.
preparation for 吉利马台风。
its typhoon time people! level 12 know!
can u feel the very strong wind?!
the destructions of the typhoon outside my(very nice) balcony
again, the destruction of the typhoon in my (very nice) toilet. see the ventilation thing? it DROPPED due to the force of the wind! and now, my toilet smells like a smoking room. grrrr.
we camped in our (cosy) nest the WHOLE day yesterday...
to watch 法正先缝。 we are really getting bored to deathhhh. the GM doesnt allow us to go out, even though the typhoon has subsided today. ahhh whatever. haa.

and i think i shall end here. await for more updates, with more pictures of Sanya instead of pretty carine. JQ; await k! hahaha.

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2007-09-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

hello all!

firstly, i am sorry i cannot reply your tags. because i cannot open blogspot websites! this means that i can only post posts and cannot view even my own posts! hahaha. i know lifes so great here. dont be jealous. hehs.

anyhow, i'll just post some living conditions of mine in this entry. enjoy. (:

the food at Gloria Beijing's Hotel staff canteen. i dint even finish it.
on the plane.
in the streets of beijing.
the very first edible food we had on our first day when we went jalan jalan-ing.

smelly tofu@wangfujing.

the very first SUMPTUOUS meal we had. sighh. days in beijing is so much better in Sanya.
my very pathetic locker cum 'warddrobe' in Sanya's hostel.
my room.
the beds in Sanya's hostel.
the tidbits we stored! hahaha.

okay. i've got to go. i've got many many many more photos of my living conditions. look forward to my next entry ! whoosh.

i love my boy (:

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2007-09-23T10:29:00.000+08:00

LIFE IN CHINKYLAND.

hello world! sorry for the long pause. well, i have landed in Chinkyland for 2 weeks aready. didnt have the time to come blogging due to training and stuffs. work has started for me at the hotel. am working at the FnB department first, then moving to housekeeping(not arrnaging beds okay!) then lastly, front office. haa. living conditions here are still nottt thattt badddd. just that the internet connection sucks! theres no connection in the room, and everybody who uses the net comes to this internet cafe located at level 2 of the hostel. internet cafe- sounds so nice eh? but eveyrything in here sucks. from the staff, to the environment, to the computers! the staff are rude. they speak and say you in their own language. the environment is forever filled with smoke and your shirt stinks like hell whenever u leave the place. the chinamen here gather everynight to play CounterStrike. so outdated. ahahah. i think my lungs gonna turn black when i return 4 mths later. and worst, the computers here are not MSN-equipped. all i have is Yahoo messenger/web messenger(often very lag). and i cannot view blogs! i can only post. lol. anyhow, life here still okay. people here treat us really nice. everybody thinks we're like genuises just cause we know the western language known as English. lol.

anyhow, everyone, my loves! hope u all are doing fine in Sunny Singapore. the weather in Sanya is weird. its super warm to the max at one moment and super cold the next moment. very unpredictable too. oh and not forgetting the sun here is POWER! haa. its only my 2nd week here and im already tanned. the beaches here are nice. but i still prfer Sentosa though. hehs. the food here are cheap. but i would definately still love wanton mee/chee cheong fun/bar chor mee/char kway teow/hokkien mee/chicken rice!!! hahaha. the hainan chicken rice is known to be authentic. have yet to try it though.

anyway, pumpkin/chubby, if u all are reading this, call me lehh. u all forget me already isit..i got free incoming know. hahahaha. can go buy the china calling card. very cheap can talk for very long hours. ahahaha. pumpkin, i shall send ur bag over sometime soon. (: maybe u would like to send some nice food over to me too? hahahah.

i shall post pictures some other days. await my next post! (:

"baby you're all that i need..cos here in my heart..you're all that i need"
iLu baby. (:

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2007-09-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello world!

okay, and in a few hours time, i will be sitting my ass off on Air China (so nice eh?) and on my way to Chinky land. hehs. i'm somehow excited yet somehow not very. =x

anyway, i had a very filling dinnner, courtesy of Pumpkin at Hougang Green with the Family. thankyou for the farewell dinner. and mum's so nice; knowing i'llbe gone for 5months, she bought my favourite durians for me just now. hehs. sisters gave me more-than-enough allowance. dad? he's fetching me to the airport! hahahah. and my captain boyfriend prepared a mysterious gift for me. but he's only giving it to me tml. hahhaah. i know i feel loved. (:

anyhow, theres so many people to thank; those who wished me Bon Voyage. those who met-up with me. those who gave me 'farewell' dinners/lunches. and not forgetting, my lovely TCLUB who made tangyuan for those going osip.

JQ msn-ed me in CHINESE. hes super funny.

okays. shall end here. Goodbye everyone! look out for my next update in Chinkyland! whoosh! hahahaha.

take good care my loves. (:

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2007-09-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

i know what i should do.
i know you all care; i really know.
i will do whats right for me.
i believe i am old enough to decide for myself whats right and whats not.
i live for myself.

my com is dying. sheeeshhh.
grrrrrr.

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2007-08-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

hello!
dreaded exams are over! whoooosh. lets just hope i do not need to buy a return ticket to sit for the supp papers, although i really wished to fly back for some other reasons. hehs. =x

anyhow, Tclub girls had their girls' night out. without the boys, everything were so _____. and so, after the paper, headed to an impromptu Katong. thanks to Celinebabe, we walked a supposedly 5 mins walk, only to reach a not-in-operation Ashton. settled down at HongKong cafe eventually, where the food really sucked. but we really had hell loads of laughters though. Yujin was out-of-normal(irritatingly) high; Merdin was as-usual-high; the rest of us laughed like never before. hahaha! then the walk continued to this ulu k-box place, where again, they were closed already(it was only 8pm). what luck. then blah blah blah. apparently, we ended up at Changi Airport, dont ask why. HAHAHA.

and so today, i went CDC and got my TP date booked! like, finally. hehs.
oh and i went for my last dental appointment today. could have bid goodbye to braces today but then the dentist advised i take it out after the 5mths. so yeah, and she had to tighten it so hard i couldn bite properly now. :( been long since ive been experiencing such tightening pains though. haha. ahhh whatever. okay, i think i shouldn bore you all with such mundane stuffs already. shall just end here.

some random pictures up.

my love! acting emo? =x
is that counted as dimples? =D

da-ling zeng! haha i think we looked so ___.
TCLUB! one love.
my girlfriend! i love her.
my smallpal! i love her too!

BYE!

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2007-08-25T16:41:00.000+08:00

i just cant wait for the papers to be over like immediately.
its really saddening to have to sit my ass down and mug on a saturday afternoon.
but thankfully, my paper's gonna be over on Monday, compared to poor boyfriend's, whose paper ends only on thursday. hahahahaha.

anyhow, am definately looking forward to many actvities planned ahead.
partying; tanning; swimming; blading; kbox; and many many more!
whoooosh!

alrights, will update again soon.
Goodbye!

your happy girl.(:

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2007-08-11T02:27:00.000+08:00

one more month;
time for lots of meet-ups i know. give me more time and i gladly will!
hahahhahaha.

"...just that smile; its good enough. " (:

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2007-08-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

reflections. reflections. reflections. im so bored from all those typing.
sighhh. piled-up works are definately not nice doing. there's so little time that the content you have typed in order to rush them out really sucks. grrrrrrr. sometimes, a 100% coursework based module isnt that nice afterall. but studying for examinations is also something not very good either. ahhhh okay, i know im grumpy. hehs.

the week ahead gonna be so relaxing. all presentations/submissions done and over! except for reflections though. and im so glad theres no school on tomorrow, tuesday, thursday and friday! which means, i only have school on Wednesday. pretty cool. that means i can sleep in late. hehs. dont miss me people. whooosh! =D

okay, random photos again.

i was playing peek-a-boo. LOL.
dumb face. small pal !
the grumpy him. hehs.
the shy him. (eeeeee)
the act-cute him. haha.
the loving us. :)
the classic us (haha!)

the formal us.
the "no-smile" him.
the glutton him!
reflection.
we see love in our eyes.

for now i know, happiness knows me by name. (:

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2007-07-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

i realised only after today that im gonna be so dead soon. the procrastination has led to me accumulating a total of 7 reflections for Business Enterprise undone! and due date's next week. and yes, how nice of the tutor to extend it for one pathetic day. yes, how nice. grrrrrrrrrrrr.

sighh. as the date draws nearer, the fear in me gets more intense. i dont know why too but i just feel it this way. the worry is useless for nobody knows what the future holds. but the assurance sure does the job at times (: thank you so so much for being positive. i know i may not be the perfect girlfriend, but im really giving my all. much as you do, i really want the journey to continue too. saying it alone isnt enough i know. so we'll just let time prove everything, okay?
many many loves. (:

ahhhh anyhow, the exam timetable's out(like long ago i know) and i thank God i only have to study for 2 papers this semester. but that also means i have to study real hard to up/maintain my GPA. sighhh. i need money and i need time. hahahaha.

ahhh okay. i think i typed quite alot. shldnt bore my readers with such mundane stuffs. but before i go, let me share this picture my lovely girlfriend took of me.

i look dumb i know. hahahha.

BYEEE!

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2007-07-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

the weather has been bad recently; causing me to fall ill. and it definately feels terrible to fall sick, especially at this point of time where all projects are due and presentations are in line. i've got such a sexy voice i dont know how im gonna present myself for presentation on thursday. grrrrrr sighh. i really dread this feeling. i dont have appetite for food and all i want to do is to tuck myself in bed. =X

anyhow, random pictures up. i've got nothing else to type.
in the cab.
:)
fake candid again!
the feast.
part of them at Weiyuan's house.
i could only see him eat yesterday! =x
= =D

"...and love, this is how i define happiness " :)

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2007-07-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

the week has been a busy one.
but amidst the busy-ness, we still knew how to take time off to unwind and relax.
celebrated fook's and weiyuan's 19th. had a really great time tgt. i feel TCLUB has bonded again. hehs. and i feel im so very broke recently. guess its time to cut down on my expenses. haha.

oh and, Pussycat Doll's StickWithYou has been repeating on my playlist recently.
nice song, nice lyrics; i like!
hehs random i know.

ahhhh okay, Goodbye!

"...nobody ever made me feel this way;
i must stick with you..." :)

2007-07-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

Your Love Type: ESFP

The Performer
In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion. For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses.

Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible. However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict.

Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ

What's" Your Love Type?

random;
grrrrrrrrr.
and why hasnt anyone burnt the school down?! tskkkk.
work sucks; i know!
and what makes life worthwhile again?
YOU! hehs.

2007-07-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

school sucks;
projectwork(sss) sucked more!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
bomb the school pleasee someone.

ahhhh, anyhow.
on a lighter note, the weekend was well-spent worshipping the sun at Sentosa.
i so hope i could spend my every weekend so freely =X
but in no time to come, im gonna be over at ___.
sighhh.
hahahaha. okay, i shant be grumpy anymore.

randompicturesup.

hongkong cafe when?!
classic; i love.
actshyonly.
"thephotocomplementsoneanotherhor?" -ZENG,2007

moonstrucked*
loves*

more up next time.
Goodbye.

to love is to receive a glimpse of heaven;
and i'm so glad i'm already inside your heaven :)